Quinny poo

dicks

Nags Head NC until next weekend.

BYE

So, Otakon is a go. My brother is going to be taking me and *I don't know* up there for the entire 3 day span of the con. But what I hate is that I am only allowed to invite one person. :[

So, dad's leaving tomorrow. And my brother came home early from St. Louis because his girlfriend of 5 years broke up with him over the phone last night. Now the entire family's moping around because Evan is so torn up. I just don't know what to do since we've never really been the type of brother and sister to comfort each other. But I really want him to feel better.

Sad, my brother and his girlfriend always seemed so perfect :(

I can get my license, I am so excited! And my mom's going back to school in the fall so I will have the house to myself a whole lot!

And my dad's taking my computer to NJ with him and since I paid half for it they are going to pay me for it. And I, of course, get a lap top for college. ^_^

The days are blurred and it's oh so wonderful.



I'M TIRED OF THESE MOTHRFUCKING FROGS ON MY MOTHERFUCKING PLANE!

I love the opportunity summer allows. It makes you feel limitless with what you can accomplish, and since this is the summer before my senior year I intend on taking every little opportunity that comes my way. No matter how stupid or dangerous it may seem, I have nothing to lose that would make the experience not worth while.

With that said.... WHO WANTS TO GO COW TIPPIN'??!?!!? HURHURjk

I miss meaningful conversation.

I miss that wonderful pain of smiling for too long.

I miss the excitement in your voice when you know you make me happy.

I miss your random, prying questions that I love answering because no one's asked them before.

I miss you talking about things I don't care about but pretend to, just to hear your voice.

I miss those awkward breaths you take right before you say anything serious.

I miss the respect you give me when I ask you to stop.

I miss you.



NNNGH SAP FALLS FROM PINE TREES AND THIS. >.<

Oh. And I destroyed my 8 year old cousin's innocence. GRRRRREAT QUIN STRIKES AGAIN!~

I really don't want to re-take the ACT or SAT. I mean, it was stressful enough the first time and I got good scores on both. What I'm really proud of is my Writing score. I got an 11 out of 12 on my essay, that means, on a scale of six with two people grading it, one person scored it perfectly and the other one point below perfect. And since my major is JOURNALISM, that itself looks pretty damn good.

If I were majoring in math or something...then we'd have an issue XD.



Augh, and this is my sister's graduation weekend and my aunt, uncle and two cousins came up yesterday and are staying with us for the entire weekend >.<. I honestly can't take their constant need for attention and constant coming-into-my-room-without-knocking-while-I'm-changing-ness. And it pisses me off because I can only handle people for so long throughout the period of a day unless I have a certain amount of time by myself. And with them ALWAYS in my room or ALWAYS where I am in any other part of the house...............it's making me fucking insane.

But thank GOD for me having to study or I'd have to go to Kings Island with them today. Instead, my poor sister and brother have to take them for the entire day (the 15 year old boy is the most annoying because he thinks he's going to get some hot girl's numbers.....AUGH!)

And my parents are out with my aunt and uncle so I have the entire day alllll to myself...for..."studying" >.>

I make myself sick sometimes. I'm sorry I made you drive all the way over here Dani. I was just really caught up in the model and I couldn't just leave it in pieces. And my stomach is wonky. I love you ^_____^


And just I've recently gotten really into Hardcore, Trance/ Electronica music and it truly gets you into a blissful state of mind while still being able to function properly. I never really understood that the rhythm of the bass was supposed to hypnotize you like that. But it's quite a pleasurable experience.

I'm not going to try to be a club kid or kandy kid by any means, but I think it would be fun to start hitting some raves over the summer. Getting all decked out in fun clothes and colors to go and loose yourself in the beats sounds like something I'd like to get into. XD